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It's something that I've been thinking about for a while; I used to hang out in the otherkin community a lot. I was always on the fringes at least. I'm a pagan/witch; there is a lot of overlap in those groups and otherkin at least from what I've seen; I've just started getting deeper into it.

There's also a lot of trans otherkin; I don't know if that means anything.

I've never really felt fully human; at least not that I can remember; there was a long time when I was not really aware of myself; I'm often still not aware of much. Maybe it would be bad for me to encourage these feelings. I don't know; I don't think it's all that harmful. I'm a reasonable person; I wouldn't do anything all that dangerous I don't think.

I've been trying to draw more lately. I've been drawing angels.

I draw other things as well; I like to draw angels best. It brings me some amount of comfort; I can't quite say why. I used to draw trees all the time. Not so much anymore. Nothing against trees really it's just that people change; I change too. I hope that makes sense.